FenRecs.com - Transition of Service
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 23:36Our host provider for FenRecs.com is shutting down in less than a month. As such, we will be taking down the site and importing it into a new host. It will probably take a couple of days so please if you do use the site, know that we are going to be down starting Friday January 16th, 2026, and will be down for a short period of time. We need time to move the domain name and all of the data from one provider to another.
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1/11/2026 Valle Vista Staging Area Riche Loop
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 13:11A pair of coyotes were hunting at the bottom of the trail where it most closely approaches the reservoir, but I waited and moved slowly, and they each wandered away from the trail enough for me to pass. I'd thought that after I walked the Loop I'd take the other trail at least to the bridge, but there were so many people by then I went home. I'll try to go again soon, school traffic be damned.
New Year's Resolution
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 21:37New Year's Resolution - Read for fun!
I want to read for fun, for pleasure, to reread old favourites, to read fan-fiction and not to be waylaid by 'should read..' or 'best of...' I'm planning to visit brick-and-mortar bookshops and take my own sweet time browsing and selecting a book to read. I'm going to pick a book which I want to read right now this minute, not one which looks interesting and will just be added to the TBR pile.
Inspired by this Tom Gauld cartoon which I have printed out and stuck on to the fridge.

*claps hands together* Alright Then!
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 16:00Writing is going well! On writing days, I'm averaging almost 2k. It's great and I'm above where I need to be to hit my wordcount goal (40k on a specific project) for the month. The goal used to be 30k on a specific project, finishing it, but uh. It's gonna take more than that to hit the end. So, hopefully it'll be done at 40k. I'm 60% of the way through the wordcount, and I think????? I'm 60% through the story?
idk
Is anyone else extremely stressed about what we're going to replace discord with if it goes AI? Is anyone else extremely stressed that some friends are going to refuse to move and you won't be able to talk to them anymore? :\ I vote we all go back to using IRC. For the record. Stop complicating things with icons and voice chat and etc. I just want to do typeytypey with my friends.
(I'm the_wanlorn over there, also ftr)
Anyway. Back to writing probably. Later my gators.
watched: the residence
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 20:56Binge rewatched The Residence today and I liked it much more this time around (tho I still think it's a bit too long).
In my first watch, I was too anxious to get to the solution and it became frustrating when they went on tangents. Knowing the solution and watching it again was much more fun. I enjoyed the humor more and caught some things about the murder motive that I missed the first time around.
I wish they'd do another season, or even a movie! I love the Cordelia Cupp character.
B5 color theorizing
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 11:46( Spoilers for the whole show )
Snowflake Challenge: day 3, day 4
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 20:06Challenge 3: Write a love letter to fandom. It might be to fandom in general, to a particular fandom, favourite character, anything at all.
If it wasn't for
(It'll be eight years of being in a queerplatonic relationship this June, assuming things continue to go well.)
Challenge 4: Rec the contents of your last page - any website you like.
The pet site I mentioned in my second Snowflake post, Flight Rising - https://www1.flightrising.com/
Here, I just joined the community
- personal websites
- fediverse
- geminispace
- other small community spaces
- webrings
- curated directories
It looks interesting.
tree trunk library
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 13:13( A little free library in a tree trunk, and the book I took from it )
Neighborhoods always feel better with Little Free Libraries.
Belated Yuletide reveal: Hornblower, plus an extra
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 11:47For Yuletide 2024, I tried to pick up a Hornblower-TV pinch-hit. Alas, even though I had the first part of the story written, I wasn't quick enough to get assigned the pinch-hit. Which turned out just as well, because the story stalled out and while I told myself I could post it as a treat, I never finished it. I ended up quasi-trunking it that spring as a hopeless job.
But in November I finally figured out what its plot needed to be (sadly, it would require a complete rewrite!), and then one of the Yuletide 2025 requests was even a better match for the overhauled story than the original 2024 pinch-hit would have been. So I rewrote it, and published as a Yuletide treat, hurrah:
The Worst Part of Waking Up forThe title btw, was only meant to be provisional, but it was as sticky as fuck and time was tight and I never got around to changing it. I do realize it's the perfect title for a Folgers Incest fic (and I had a serious conversation with myself about whether I really wanted to waste such a great title on the wrong fandom), but in the end I don't have any real ambition to write Folgers Incest fic. And anyway, it's funny. So there it stayed, sorry for the earworm.BromeliadDreams
Bush/Hornblower
Hurt/Comfort, Dying Declarations, First Kiss (is also the) Last Kiss (or it should have been damnit), Everybody Lives (as embarrassing as that is for some), When He Made This Bed He Wasn't Expecting to Wake Up In It, Episode: Loyalty
Summary:
At the end of Loyalty, Bush is too late to save Hornblower. With his dying breath, Hornblower requests a kiss from Bush…
…only to wake up a week later and discover he's going to live after all. Damnit.
This morning I was tidying my WIP folder, archiving the stories I've finished since the last time I cleaned up, and remembered I still had the first version of the story, which is in Bush-pov. I still like it very much, and it's mostly all stuff that doesn't appear in the rewrite, except by implication.
So this morning I published it as a bonus:
Too Late, Too Late
Hornblower/Bush
POV William Bush, Hurt/Comfort, First Kiss, Episode: Loyalty
Summary:
Bush is too late to the beach to stop the firing squad.
Bonus Bush point-of-view on the beach scene.
One of the things I love about fic is that there doesn't have to be one canonical version; you can post alternate povs and alternate endings, and bits and bobs and scraps of things. And a lot of times people enjoy them! And if they don't enjoy them, they don't have to click. It's great.
So if Bush-pov on the beach scene is the kind of thing you might enjoy: enjoy!
Prompt 476 - regret. No Regrets, They Don't Work (From, Henry and Victor)
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 19:42Fandom: From
Rating: PG
Characters: Henry, Victor.
Notes: Henry and Victor have both lived too long with their regrets. Together, they can heal.
( Read more... )
Thank you!
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 11:40Weather is great today, a little cool but clear and sunny, and I spent a ridiculous amount of time this morning just moving things back into places. Still have to put my Christmas jewelry away and one Christmas box into the garage. But I have counter space again, yay! Organizing is not exciting but so satisfying to have done. I hope everyone is having a good morning.
Snowflake Challenge: #4 Rec
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 13:36
Snowflake Challenge, #4: Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page
YouTube recommended this to me last night and it was the last thing I watched before bed so I think this counts:
I'm a little sad that a protest song from 1966 still feels so relevant. (YouTube recommended this just after I watched a modern protest song about ICE.)
Also, it's always weird to see John Denver without glasses. His glasses were so iconic, I think of them as a part of him.
Snowflake Challenge #3
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 14:31A total cheat. This is not my love letter, but New York Times reporter Taffy Brodesser-Akner's. The entire article (sans photos) is behind the cut. It’s also HERE, hopefully as a gift link.
( Why on Earth Have I Seen the Same Broadway Show 13 Times? An Investigation )
A Prayer for the Crown Shy, by Becky Chambers
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 11:13
Mosscap and Dex's adventures continue from where they left off. They visit human places, including Dex's large and confusing family. Mosscap has a brush with mortality. Dex does not return to being a tea monk, their vocation still up in the air.
I enjoyed this novella for much the same reasons I enjoyed the first one, though I missed the tea service, which was my favorite part of the first book. Mosscap does turn out to be fallible and learns from Dex as much as Dex learns from it, which was nice. My favorite part of this book was the glimpses of the world, which still seems like an extremely nice place to live in.
The Moral Panic Machine in Minnesota
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 18:00A few weeks back, President Trump unleashed maybe the most expressly racist tirade of his political career (no small feat), calling Somali immigrants “garbage” who “we don’t want…in our country.”
Not long after that, presumably spurred to action by Trump’s rhetoric, Nick Shirley, a 23 year-old right-wing YouTuber, conducted a makeshift investigation of several Somali-run child care centers in Minneapolis and concluded that there was widespread fraud. His primary evidence was that some of the centers appeared to be empty during working hours, and that nearby citizens claimed not to have seen children entering the building.
Shirley’s claims are across-the-board bullshit. Independent media inquiries found no indications of fraud, and when state officials investigated they found that the centers were “operating as expected.” To give you a sense of how dishonest the allegations were, one of the centers Shirley claimed was committing fraud based on the lack of activity at the center actually closed earlier this year.
The right-wing slander was, however, orbiting around a broad truth: there have been several high-profile instances of fraud involving what are largely Somali immigrant-run child care centers in Minnesota. These are not new – Minnesota’s legislative auditor published this report on the issue in 2019, and the largest prosecution, concerning misappropriated Covid funds, occurred under Joe Biden’s DOJ in 2021. Of course, that does nothing to bolster the case that any of the centers in Shirley’s video were committing fraud, other than serving as a basis for guilt by racial association.
Nonetheless, the Trump administration seized the opportunity: when Shirley’s video picked up traction online, they announced their intention to crack down on ostensible fraud, and a few days ago they froze billions in federal child care payments to five blue states pending the provision of exhaustive documentation. FBI Director Kash Patel claimed to have “surged” investigative resources into the issue. Just yesterday the Department of Agriculture suspended federal funding to the state. The Republican base played their own role, jumping in to subject every Somali-run child care they could find to endless harassment.
It was also revealed that the Minnesota GOP had coordinated with Shirley, directing him toward certain sites and who knows what else. They achieved their goal – not only have Somalis been demonized, but Governor Tim Walz announced he would not seek reelection.
The Trump administration features a lot of these public-private partnerships, where it’s difficult to tell where the depraved MAGA base ends and the official machinations of our government begin. Even the most purportedly sacred government rituals take on a private character. When the administration published photos of its war room during the operation to capture Nicolas Maduro, Twitter was open in the background. The team no doubt enthralled with how the scenes would play to their ravenous base on social media.
Twenty years ago or so there was a material divide between the beliefs of the Republican establishment and its more radical base. The establishment, generally speaking, was characterized by what you might call “traditional” conservative views: fewer regulations on business, a strong and aggressive military. The base, fed by right-wing talk radio and television, was driven more by cultural grievance, nativistic anger, and conspiracism.
Maybe the most definitive element of the Trump era is the collapse of that divide. Trump, himself radicalized by gutter propaganda, functionally merged the Republican establishment with its base and relieved the accumulating tension between the camps.
Now, to the extent they are distinct at all, the groups are symbiotic. They engage in a sort of call and response, each alternately sending and receiving cues with the other. Trump goes on a racist rant about Somali immigrants, members of the base stir up some conspiracy theories, and the administration manifests some type of vindictive public policy.
They have created, in other words, a moral panic machine. They are a political operation that can arbitrarily identify targets, generate a media frenzy, and use it to justify draconian policies. This is especially useful because the modern Republican base doesn’t have much of a policy platform per se. What they have are grievances against perceived enemies.
This is, ultimately, the essence of fascist politics. No policy agendas, just targets. They can be generated by the base and fed to the administration, or vice versa, but they circulate from one to the other, propelled by centrifugal force.
It’s fitting that it was also in Minneapolis that an ICE agent murdered Renee Good a few days ago. We got to see the same political operation spring into action, this time not to justify inflicting pain upon a chosen target but to justify pain that had already been inflicted.
Jonathan Ross, the murderous agent, is an emblem of the collapsed divide between the base and the establishment; an agent of the state who thinks that his job is to actualize his violent fantasies, and who receives full-throated support from the party in return.
Moreover, Nick Shirley’s “investigation” could be the very reason that ICE was so active in Minneapolis - the administration surged ICE’s presence in the city in response to the fraud scandal. The brutal murder of a citizen by the government may well be traceable to a halfwit’s YouTube video.
The Republican Party as it is currently constructed is less of a traditional party than it is a vessel through which the Nick Shirley’s and Jonathan Ross’s of the world can materialize their various bigotries. If you are a hate-filled right-wing dipshit, you can now call the institutional power of the conservative political movement to your back. It was only a few weeks ago that we saw an Oklahoma University student escalate her failing grade to an issue of national import.
To his followers, this has always been the promise of Trump. Whatever bitterness you harbor in the recesses of your heart, you can hold it forward and be embraced. But these days it’s more than just social acceptance. You can enact vengeance on your chosen enemies in the real world. There’s an audience for your fearmongering and a protectorate for your prejudice.
Football Sunday
Sunday, January 11th, 2026 10:50This morning we had breakfast here and then did a short walk through the complex and now we're watching a football game.
Biggie is fairly fond of Bill's lap but Julio got up there just now to get some action. Julio sat for ear scratches from Bill for longer than any other human in his little life. But, then Biggie decided he was done and so then was Julio but it was amazing for a bit.

Our team is winning and I've got an idea for a new knit toy that I'm playing with.
